• Friends with Benefits,  Single Girl Problems

    When a Woman’s Ready to Go

    Here’s how you blow up 18 years in a single text message: “I’m such a punk because I should have said this last night. I can NOT separate these (new) emotions from amazing sexual chemistry and with each visit,  it gets worse. Confuses me and I send stupid shit like this. But… I do want sooooo much more in my life than just an occasional tryst, no matter how incredible.  I know what I want and you can’t give me that. So for me, it feels like I’m settling and I can’t do that. Not the best way to tell you and for that I’m sorry.” I’ve said this before…

  • Settling or Compromising?,  Sex/Romance

    That One Connection

    I’m addicted to him. I realize this addiction after my latest encounter with Papi just a while ago, and while we have been at the sexual affair for almost 20 years, the unthinkable seems to be happening. It just keeps getting better and this feeling is what frightens me the most. Incredibly sensual and the chemistry is always intense.  The kind of interactions that most people will never experience in a life time. We continue to explore and no take each other’s bodies to another level.  So tonight, it was my turn to be the dominant as I talked and nanny instructed him through each and every touch, kiss and…